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Thursday, November 27, 2025

Story: Baba knows your inner longing + 2 more

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Story: Baba knows your inner longing

Namaskar,

Those days I had no idea about Ananda Marga. Nor was I involved in any religious rituals. I was transferred to Samastipur Hospital. I was to retire in 3 months time so I used to keep the members of my family at my home (Moosapur) about a mile away. I would get my food daily from the village, although I was living alone in town. After my hospital duty, I would take my food and close my door and read religious books like Sukha Sagar, Ramayan etc. I had never thought of having a “Guru” (Preceptor) per se, but the books gave me insight that I should have a Guru in order to get emancipation. Just reading religious books however is not enough.
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Closed my door & secretly wept


One day, I was all alone in the house - nobody else was home. I was lying down on my cot and suddenly a series of thoughts flashed in my mind:

My retirement is near and I am getting old - my death is imminent. I will not live much longer. And the scriptures tell that a Guru is needed. But I did not have a Guru. And I do not see anyone who can guide me. In my life, all those religious priests that I visited could not satisfy my yearning. They were all dogmatic. Only God understands my feeling - humans cannot give any answer. I do not know how I can get the Sadguru. My life is very short - and I could not do any spiritual practice - I do not know what to do. I had a lot of repentance for how I wasted my life.

Thinking about this miserable plight, I became emotional about my helpless condition and I burst into tears. I closed my door and secretly wept for the fact that I did not have a Guru. I do not know how much time passed. After a while, I resumed my usual work but that feeling lingered. I was restless to have the Sadguru.
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Baba graces me with initiation


The next day, Sunday, my old colleague, Ac Vishvanath jii of Ananda Marga, unexpectedly came to see me. We both took khiir [sweet curry] prepared by my house assistant, as my wife had gone to see her sister at Hassanpur Railway station.

As Vishvanath had come after such a long time, I asked him, “Why have you come just now. All these months you did not come. Is there any special reason for your arrival.”

Ac. Vishvanath jii told me that, “Yes, I have just now come from Jamalpur where Baba told me to initiate you immediately as you have wept for a Guru.”

After hearing this, I was very surprised. I could not believe how this news of my crying reached all the way to Jamalapur. In that very moment, I realised that Shrii Shrii Anandamurti jii is not ordinary, but rather God Himself.

Did not have requisite longing


In my cry, I conveyed the feeling of my heart to the Almighty God. And He heard and he sent Vishvanath jii. I took initiation immediately and became restless to see Baba.
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When I read Ananda Sutram and then I realised how this following sutra is so true:
Muktyákáunkśayá sadgurupráptih.
[Out of the intense desire for mukti (liberation), one attains one’s sadguru (perfect master).]

Ananda Marga philosophy states, “Purport: When a vehement desire for emancipation wakes up in a person, he or she attains his or her sadguru [true spiritual preceptor] on the strength of that desire.” (1)

Later on when I saw Baba it became more clear that He is Parama Purusa. He knew everything about me, even all those details which I had forgotten. That time I asked Him how all these years passed and You did not call me earlier.

Baba did not reply, just He smiled and internally. I felt spontaneously in my heart that it was because I did not have the requisite longing to have a Guru.

Namaskar,
at His lotus feet,
Omnkarnath

This first-hand account was told by Ac. Svamiisharan, family acarya from Samastipur Bihar.


~ In-depth study ~

One should avoid this predicament

Ananda Marga ideology guides us, “Some people say that in the first stage they will worship an image for concentration of mind and then gradually give up the practice later on. Such an approach is not correct, for they will eventually become attached to the image and it will be very difficult to remove the resultant Saḿskára (acquired momentum) of that attachment. You must have noticed at home how attached you become to your cats and dogs after having kept them for some time as your pets. Imagine, then, how difficult it will be for you to give up that image which you have worshipped as your beloved Lord with all the sweetness of your heart. So from the very start it is best not to indulge in image worship. Just as a flood after it recedes leaves behind a mark on the river-bank, so the staunch idol worshippers, too, find it painfully difficult to remove the impression of that Saḿskára, even when they learn the introversial worship of Brahma and attain the ability to reach Nirvikalpa Samádhi. You will find this in the biography of a recent great Sádhaka who had to face a similar difficulty. One should avoid this predicament from the very start.” (2)

Do not waste time lest you later repent

Ananda Marga ideology guides us, “Yet, only opposition to idolatry is not enough: the worship of Brahma should be done scrupulously, or else you will later regret and bemoan the futility of your life with the last drop of your tears at your last hour. You should make your life worthwhile through your Sádhaná. How much can your worldly friends and relations do for you? After your death your relatives may perhaps ask, “How much money has he left behind?” Your friends may go to the crematorium and indulge in flattering reminiscences about you. Your husband or wife may cry for you for about ten or twelve days and then regain their normal composure. Your lot will be only a profound sigh – a record of the futility and frustration of your life. So do not waste your time lest you later have to repent.”

Vrthá janma goináyaluin hena Prabhu ná bhojaluin
Khoyáyalu soha guńanidhi,
Hamár karama manda na milala eka bunda
Premasindhu rasaka abadhi.

Fruitless, O Lord, has been my life
That sang not of glories Thine;
Lost in the worldly strife
And lost Thee, most precious treasure of mine.

Fate’s long and ominous hand
With compassion, cold and daft,
Strayed me out of Thy Love’s strand
Deprived, alas of a single Draught. (3)

Balancing worldly & spiritual life


Ananda Marga ideology states, “People may ask, “We are ordinary people. If we always keep ourselves absorbed in the thought of Brahma, can we properly attend to our worldly duties?” To this my reply is, of course you can, and you will do them still more beautifully. In the worship of Brahma there is a method by which easily and perfectly every worldly duty can be performed. For the ideation on Brahma a person does not have to become a hermit in the forest. Only go on behaving rightly and properly with every manifestation of Brahma in this universe – remove or rectify the mental disease of the criminals and reform their characters, cure the sick of their sickness, and arrange for their medicines and their diet. Just remember only this: that you have to behave properly and reasonably with every entity of this world. Pay special attention to the word “properly”. By “proper behaviour”, I mean that in which there is neither anger or jealousy, neither attraction nor aversion.” (4)

References
1. Ananda Sutram, Sutra 3-8
2. Subháśita Saḿgraha Part 3, Vibration, Form and Colour, Phálgunii Púrńimá 1956 DMC
3. Subháśita Saḿgraha Part 3, Vibration, Form and Colour, Phálgunii Púrńimá 1956 DMC
4. Subháśita Saḿgraha Part 3, Vibration, Form and Colour, Phálgunii Púrńimá 1956 DMC

Plagiary?

It is the accepted international standard and Baba's system not to copy another's work and publish it in your own way. Baba has given a very strict rule on plagiarism. Why is Baba against plagiarism or stealing someone's work? There are many reasons:

1) It is against the code of asteya (non-stealing).

2) Countless stories of bhaktas need to be published. But some do not want to do the hard work of compiling and writing these stories, so they just steal them from others. But new stories need to be told, otherwise so many unpublished stories of sadhakas will be lost and forgotten forever. So watch out for story thieves, and kindly help them not to steal by posting on social media in their own way. If you want to forward this story then attach the following yellow section with the story: 

“Courtesy of unknown bhakta via Ananda Marga Universal (https://anandamargauniversal.blogspot.com/)”

This will be treated as the standard protocol.



== Section 2: Prabhat Samgiita ==

Inner secret of mysticism

Ananda Marga ideology states, “When the aesthetic sense, based on the subtle aesthetic science, comes to touch a certain standard, it is what is called mysticism. And when this mysticism reaches the pinnacle of human glory, or the excellence of human glory, it is called spirituality. What is mysticism? Mysticism is the never-ending endeavour to find out the link between the finite and the infinite. It is a never-ending endeavour to find out a link between the self and the Super-Self, khud and Khudá. This is mysticism.” (1)

Indeed, Baba has defined mysticism in this way in numerous discourses. As Ananda Margiis, we should clearly understand its meaning. 

(a) First and foremost, each and every Ananda Margii who has established a relationship and feeling of closeness with Baba has advanced beyond that introductory stage known as mysticism. 
 
(b) So mysticism is a very basic, initial stage of one’s spiritual journey where the aspirant feels disparate and alone because they have not yet formed a connection with Parama Purusa. 
  
(c) All those musicians, new-age seekers, and pseudo-spiritualists who are trying to find the beauty and greatness of the Supreme Entity through the pageantry of the jagged mountains, vast oceans, other natural wonders, and / or through music, art, dance, or drama are on the fringe of mysticism. 

(d) Any sadhaka who has sincerely embarked on the spiritual path and developed a bhava (ideational relationship) with Parama Purusa has truly been blessed and long crossed that stage of mysticism. 

Reference
1. Ananda Vacanamrtam - 14, Mysticism and Yoga


== Section 3: Links ==

Postings to Read

Why not thank Supreme Entity
How to handle emotional people
Right surrender: take action

Sadhana all lessons needed

Wrong moon calculation could ruin fasting

Story: describing His beauty & charm




    Mahaprayan of engineer Suresh of Patna

    Baba

    Mahaprayan of engineer Suresh of Patna

    Namaskar,

    It is with much sadness that we share the news of the mahaprayan of Shrii Suresh ji, who was an engineer. His mahaprayan occurred today in Patna. Shrii Suresh ji was initiated around the year 1960 or so. 

    May we all take solace in the fact that our dear, respected Suresh ji was a bhakta of Sadguru Baba. Certainly he will attain mukti or moksa, accordingly. Baba will lovingly bestow His infinite grace.

    in Him,
    Harideva

    Note: Here is an alert for those cremating a dead body in India or Indian managed cremation homes around the world. Their custom is to put the fire in the mouth of the deceased to initiate the burning of the body. This is prohibited in AM as it is uncivilised. So watch out; do not allow this. If you are not careful, they will end up cremating the body in this manner. Make them aware ahead of time. 

    Ananda Marga Caryacarya states, "The practice of putting fire into the mouth of the dead body is repulsive, it should not be encouraged." (Caryacarya - 1, Disposal of the Dead Body)


    ~ In-depth study ~

    We have seen that when somebody dies then in offering their condolences people say now Mr So-and-so is sitting on Baba's lap. On other occasions when telling a Baba story people also say, "Such and such person sat on Baba's lap." But these days the trend is that "sitting on Baba's lap" is used more in connection with death. And that causes some confusion in the minds of readers. To unknot the situation please read below. 

    Dogma: if "on Baba's lap" only used for death

    Here are quoted lines from recently posted emails on various forums, wherein the writer uses the phrase - "in Baba's lap" - with the occasion of death:

    - "May Parama Purusa Baba accept her in HIS divine lap"

    - "We pray to Baba - please give him shelter in his lap... "

    - "May his soul rest in the lap of our beloved BABA"

    - "Now she is taking rest in Baba's Lap."

    - "May Baba accept him in HIS divine lap....."

    - "May he rest in HIS loving lap of eternity."

    - "We are sure that Baba has taken him in His loving lap."

    - "May his soul rest in Baba's lap forever."

    - "Let her rest peacefully in Baba's Lap - which she always desired."

    - "now he is in beloved Baba's lap"

    - "May his soul get peaceful place in His lap"

    - "He is now in Bábá's loving lap"

    - "May Baba bless him with a seat in His lap."

    - "May BABA accept him in HIS divine lap!"

    - "May Baba take him in his eternal loving lap."

    - "May his soul rest in peace taking shelter in Baba's lap."

    - "Please keep him on Your lap forever."

    - "We all collectively pray to Baba to take him on Baba's divine lap forever.”

    All of the above lines are commonly written in eulogizing the deceased. These days mostly it is used in a eulogy and rarely used to recount one's intimate spiritual experiences - unfortunately. By this way, the phrase "in Baba's lap" is being misused, and step by step the real meaning is being forgotten as now people more commonly use the phrase to eulogize those who have died, and much less so to express their inner feelings of bhakti. Unfortunately, the meaning and inner spirit of the phrase is getting lost.


    Baba story: "sitting on Baba's lap"

    Some time ago after dharmacakra, a senior margii was recounting his experiences of having dharma samiiksa with Baba. He said, "After being lovingly scolded by Baba for my wrongdoings, then He called me close and placed me on His lap - I remained there for some time soaking up His love - and He blessed me."

    We all enjoyed hearing about his personal account with Baba during dharma samiiksa. When he finished telling his factual and historical event, there was a call for questions. Various people posed their queries. Towards the end, one new margii raised his hand and asked, "How did Baba bring you back to life?"

    Everyone stared at the new margii in amazement. There was a look of astonishment all around - people were really shocked to hear him say this. The new sadhaka sensed that something was wrong, and he said very matter-of-factly, "I thought that sitting on Baba's Lap means that he (the margii) died - that is why I asked that question."

    This was quite eye-opening for those of us in the room: Through our language and expression we had unknowingly taught someone to think that being on Baba's lap is the equivalent of death. Because it seems that nowadays people only use the phrase "Baba's lap" when a person has died, such as "Let him rest peacefully in Baba's lap", as if in order to sit on Baba’s lap one has to die. But that is false. Sincere sadhakas regularly sit on Baba’s lap in their meditation. It is His grace. It is just like how a child need not die in order to sit on his father’s lap.

    The idea is that this phrase - Baba's lap - has been linked with death due to extreme overuse. So for some time if sadhakas use this phrase exclusively for spiritual purposes, that will be best. The phrase, "sitting on Baba's lap", should not meet a similar fate. It should not lose its pure spiritual quality and just refer to one's death. That will be very negative.

    Baba would bless bhaktas and place them on His lap


    There are tens of thousands of recorded stories by sadhakas where they use the phrase, "on Baba's lap", when describing their experiences of being with Baba: He used to bless them and bring them on His lap. People should understand the deeply mystical value of this expression, and not just think that Baba's lap means death, i.e. that you can only sit on His lap at the time of death. Still today there are thousands of margiis walking this earth who sat in Baba's lap. And not only that, there are countless more sadhakas who were blessed by Baba in dreams and sadhana wherein they sat in His lap. And still today this deeply intimate experience is attainable by sadhakas, by His grace.

    There are so many ways an aspirant can reach unto Baba's lap including in sadhana. That is the main idea that should be preserved. Sadhana is a spiritual practice and one can sit on Baba's lap in sadhana. We should make it cent-per-cent clear to one and all that the phrase, "sitting on Baba's lap", does not mean death.

    "Mahaprayan" means death of mortals - confirm for yourself
    from the Samsad Bengali-English Dictionary


    Mahaprayan (Death): Many are aware that mahaprayan (death) is the common term used in India and especially in our Bengal to describe the death of any human being, even ordinary people. In that way, the obituary columns of the newspapers of Bengal regularly cite the mahaprayan (death) of various persons of society who died or passed away.

    Some may get confused and wrongly think that the word 'mahaprayan' (death) is one extraordinarily grand term of bhakti to be used in association with Parama Purusa. But that is not at all the case. Rather to do so is only to undermine the eternal presence of Parama Purusa. That is why no bhaktas ever use the word 'mahaprayan' in reference to Lord Shiva or Lord Krsna. Because Lord Shiva and Lord Krsna exist eternally. Then there is no question of Their mahaprayan (death).

    Baba is Parama Purusa so He is eternal and there is no question of His mahaprayan.

    Here it should be known that the convention of an annual death day ceremony (i.e. shraddhainjali or mahaprayan) is a foundation of the Islamic tradition. Muslims are well known for this, and their approach of an annual death day ceremony was adopted by the leader of a particular group in AMPS. So no one should think that mahaprayan is some type of sacred event. It is done on the death day anniversary of Muslims.

    And for those who need still more technical proof then all this can be clarified quite readily by referencing the dictionary. Specifically in the Samsad Bengali-English dictionary 3rd edition on page 848. By checking there, it will be confirmed that the word 'mahaprayan' means death. Which is why it is used to refer to the passing away of even common citizens. And that is the case in this letter also. The term mahaprayan means death, and this is the ideal term for this purpose.

    Mahaprayan is only for humans not for Sadguru


    Here it should be qualified that there is both a real mahaprayan and fake mahaprayan. Real mahaprayan marks the death of any ordinary human being, just like the aforesaid news. This is the proper use of the term: To note a person's departure from this earth. That is the meaning of the mahaprayan term and that is the standard way the term is used in Indian languages.

    Then there is the fake, or so-called, or dogmatic mahaprayan. That is when certain vested interests try to apply the mahaprayan term to Parama Purusa. This is grossly inappropriate because when Parama Purusa Sadguru Baba is that Divine Entity who is beginningless and endless and resides always in our heart, then it is entirely wrong to proclaim that He is gone.

    That is why rational margiis are protesting; because the Oct 21st program is so-called mahaprayan. So-called means that something is fake. Parama Purusa is eternal, thus for some vested interests to declare "mahaprayan of Parama Purusa" is nothing but so-called mahaprayan.

    Mahaprayan only really happens in the case of human beings, not Parama Purusa. Those doing mahaprayan for Sadguru are hypocrites. On the one side in meditation they ask His grace thinking that He is ever-present, and on the other side they think that Baba has passed away. That is their hypocrisy.


    == Section 2: Links ==

    Postings to Read

    Why not thank Supreme Entity
    How to handle emotional people
    Right surrender: take action

    Sadhana all lessons needed

    Wrong moon calculation could ruin fasting

    Story: describing His beauty & charm




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